"A whor*...a f*cking whor* and just a maid like me shouldn't be receiving such expensive gifts." I spoke before shoving it back into his hands. "I told you I am sorry about it. Please accept this." He pleaded again, shoving it back on my hand. I gritted my teeth and angrily threw it at him.
"I don't NEED it. I need respect and dignity that nobody gives me here!! I work my ass off okay!? I am so tired of you! At one moment you flirt with me! Act so nice to me! Take me in your arms and look at me so lovingly!! Then you threaten to kill me! Then you again become super soft and again flirt with me! You save me and act like no one can touch me! And then you say you just want to use me and throw away! What am I to you!?" I asked while panting, stream of tears flowing down my eyes. I was exhausted emotionally and physically and all my tiredness and frustration was gushing out on him.
"Y/n listen to me-" "No! YOU listen to YOUR heart and first DECIDE. If you want to treat me just like a maid! Then slap me right now and tell me to f*ck off. If you want to kill me, kill me rightnow. Want to use me then use all you want before throwing me away. Or...or if you like me, then f*cking tell me!!! Don't play me I swear to god!!" I lashed out and aggressively wiped my tears, I didn't knew why I was shaking till now.
I didn't had the courage to even stand here and face him after all that so I turned around and unlocked the door, "Do you like me?" I heard him and I paused, "That's the whole point!" I spoke before walking towards that old Storeroom. Leaving him with his thoughts. I don't care that I just told him that I like him. Isn't it obvious? I wouldn't be so affected if I didn't liked him or if I hated him. I just want to clear my head and think of nothing.
See AlsoThings That Go Bump - Chapter 6 - Spivzy - 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero AcademiaBeyond Paradise: Wrath of the Joy-Bringer - ZappyBoiKenobiand the funny thing is i would’ve married you (if you’d have stuck around) - angelica_barnes - Harry PotterThis Was Not the Plan - North927I stomped inside the storeroom and punched the air, I just let myself fall for a guy who's completely not the guy I imagined I would love. How did this even happen!? And I am realising it now after he insulted me!? No Y/n, it is just an attraction. He is hot and handsome and you are just really acting like a whor*. Ughhh his words! I feel so hurt!! So angry and so betrayed!
I wiped my tears again for the 100th time and searched for the bowl, I frozed and instantly turned around when I heard the door closing. At first I thought it was him again but I was wrong, it was females. Three female workers. The ones who hate me to the point they could stab me if they got a chance.
First one was Marry, bloody marry for me. Beside her was Rubina, yeah that cursed doll for me. And then it was Lucy, Lucifer for me.
I gulped at the way they all were smiling creepily at me, I suddenly felt like a main character in a horror movie but the only thing I lacked was a luck on my side. And the imaginary strength inside me. I just know by the feeling that they are gonna hit me. They are gonna bully me, violence. I hate violence and tears fill my eyes, I can't fight them all at once. My breath gets heavy with every step they take towards me, I want to step back, I want to run but my feets are glued to the ground, I keep glancing at all three of them, my throat feeling a lump forming and I suddenly have trouble breathing properly.
Danger. That's all comes to my mind before my hand is harshly grabbed and twisted painfully, making me turn around as Marry gripped on it so tight, she was tall and older than me in years, she surely had much more power and she gripped even tighter, making me wince in pain. "I told you to stay away from him.... didn't I!?" She asked, her voice filled with hatred. I closed my eyes in pain, letting my tears fall all they want to.
Rubina came forward and grabbed my hair from the scalp, making me clench my jaw tightly and yelp in pain. She held my jaw with her other hand and my jaw immediately started paining. I could feel my hand going numb, my scalp ripping and my jaw hurting, my eyes burned with warm pair of tears.
"Tsk. Such an ugly face." Rubina spoke, suddenly tightening her grip on my scalp, I let out a scream. "I wonder why master like it so much!?" She finally let go of my hair and I felt dizzy by then. I was pushed to the ground and felt a piercing pain in my knees, my hand was finally free and I brought it close to my chest, shivering in fear. The three womens circled around me, ruffling my hair harshly and smacking my head. I bit my lip to prevent myself from crying.
"You are just an ugly bitch who deserves hell! Your hairs? Ew they stink so bad!" Lucy spoke while pulling my hair from side and then yanking them away. I only looked down, I was so scared for my life. I wasn't even this scared of Mr Kim ever, this is really terrifying. I can feel my heart in my ears. I can see my death infront of me. What if they just kill me now? These thoughts were echoing in my head while they threw the meanest insults anyone could bear. I was breathing heavily, I wanted to run so bad. I can't even move a muscle and then suddenly hear one scentence, "Quit the talk girls. My hands are itching to slap that f*cking face of hers." And I instantly feel my head burn when she pulled my hair and made me look up, proceeding to slap me hard across my face. It was Lucy.
She pushed me back on the floor and that's when panick reached in my viens, I screamed. But it was muffled when she slammed her hand on my mouth and punched me on the stomach. I felt like being crushed under a roller, my organs jolted up from the pain. I tried to scream again but I couldn't. Lucy held my mouth tightly while Marry punched me now and Rubina was stomping on my legs. I was breathless I was loosing energy. I could see them but they appeared blurry. Their voices were echoing and I was seeing my death. This pain was unbearable and I was trying my best to be free from their grips. I wanted them to stop. And eventually they left me, I was still panting and my leg was covered in blood till now, Lucy punched me suddenly and I felt blood trickling down my lips. I sat there totally numb with fear and pain, hoping they would leave me alone now.
I saw Lucy running her hand in her silky smooth hair and then marching towards an old chair. My eyes shook in fear when she picked it up and immediately threw it at me, I raised my hand in defense and it was bad move, I don't know what happened but I fell back on the ground with my hand feeling like it is being ripped off of my body. I couldn't move a muscle. I felt a solid kick on my back and I closed my eyes, my bloody lips shaking in pain. And I heard them leaving.
I stayed there on the dusted ground, blood pooling around my hand and legs. I was covered in nothing but pain. I kept breathing heavily. I didn't even knew if I will be alive. I was alone.
All alone in darkness.
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